I was well on my way to the peak of the mountain when something happened that forced me to stop!
I’ll tell you in a minute what made me stop climbing the wrong mountain…
It was back in November 2017…
I even remember the exact month and year!
At the time was focused on my career as a COO
I wasn’t thinking about any of the things I’m passionate about now like spirituality, contribution to the world and sisterhood!
I was a VERY different person.
I was 29.
I had a great career BUT
I didn’t have any close friends!
In fact, I had just “lost” friends I really loved…and to top that
my partner started to become distant with me almost out of the blue.
I just couldn’t believe how my life had changed SO much almost instantly.
Not in the direction I wanted.
A relationship of 2 years and friendships I had dedicated love, care and time to were falling apart…
I felt so POWERLESS
Betrayed and abandoned
I was in such emotional pain that it was hurting me physically.
My stomach felt constantly uneasy
I lost appetite
My neck was stiff
My hands were hurting like crazy
When I checked the spiritual symptoms of these physical pains they turned out to be related to ANGER!
That was a scary discovery but also liberating!
Have you ever felt the numbness that comes with feeling like a victim?
And what about the flow of energy that brings you back to life when you become really angry?
You know exactly what I’m talking about 😉
Being so angry at them led me to promise myself to do EVERYTHING in my power to never have to feel this way ever again!
That’s when I wrote my 1st life vision and relationship statements.
I wanted to reflect on what I actually wanted in my life.
Because until then I didn’t really know…I had let life happened to me but now
I wasn’t in my early 20s anymore!
I really felt like I didn’t have any more time to lose!
I needed to start building my life on PURPOSE.
That’s when I stopped climbing the mountain
took a seat and
started to look at the horizon
Instead of looking at the well beaten path in front of me
I started to look around and afar!
Dreaming about what I truly wanted
for my life
with my friends
For the FIRST time I was able to see further away than just a year.
I felt in control!
I figured out what my next steps to make my Vision happen.
Then I got up and started to climb the mountain again…
But this time it was different!
I wasn’t just climbing to follow the pack.
I was moving forward with my goals in mind
looking for opportunities to get even closer to them.
And oh man…
what opportunities came my way!